jealousywomen

sup

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 18:39:54 GMT

well im not gunna use this lj anymore
its now tommygrl69
and i am done

ghdytdr

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 13:39:25 GMT

god vinnie i could throw up to just think of wat iv done to u
i feel really guilty now and i deserve it and u were rite all along
but about the not wanting to be friends was something totally dif of wat u were thinkin

vgdfjtru

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 11:15:04 GMT

ya cole is feeling sick and i only got 5 hrs of sleep and im freezing i feel as if my heart is in my stomach rite now maybe if i had daina or someone rite here at the moment id feel better its offail all boyz r the same and each guy iv gone out with iv seemed to mess up there lives well not really but most of them i have well i dont think i will live 30 more yrs of my life
once again im useless and 4 the millionth time im sry to everyone
hey vinnie do you hate me well enough to kill me at least?
sinh im sry about calling you gay
daina im sry 4 ever ditching u at lunch
vinnie im sry 4 making u waste 5 mnths of ur life with me
goodbye 4 ever

jdfhuayu

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 16:59:39 GMT

well daina told me to make a new user so i did its witchywack13 ya its pretty weird anyway i will still use jealousywomen though sooooo.........dont forget me who ever reads my entrys

jddhui

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:56:59 GMT

im excited because this weekend im going to wisconsin dells this weekend yaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! anyway g2g by

sdhfher chugdxjfh

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:35:35 GMT

soooooo........im bored i wanna sneak out of my house and be a bad girl im having fun rite i feel single again and i wonder why.........ok im taking that back because that was cold and i dont wanna be mean and thats my goal this year other than trying to skip 2 grades and be an over achiever that would be fun i asked my parents 4 a tutor but they say i dont need one and im just not trying hard enough and wat sucks is they think that every time i get a bad grade is because i waste my time hanging out with vinnie but its not him it is me im dont wanna try in school no more but im gunna try my hardest this year and if i dont do well im gunna abuse myself somehow and im serious not funny

hi

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:19:46 GMT

actually i had to bites of cake not pieces i could never eat that much

poor coco puff

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:15:52 GMT

man i hope really he gets better im going to pray tonite and alaina if u go on dis website then cole is still ill ha ha that rhymes buzz isnt upset anymore that i gave a bath so now he smells good again yaaaaa! now i can kiss him again lol anyway i dont have to deal with garrett because he is at daycare he is starting school this year at wild rose this would be a good memory
my muscles ache from being chased down by little kids from next door and i only had two pieces of cake to eat because i had two FULL pieces of pizza thats a record breaker 4 me
i no it dont sound like a lot but 4 me it is and i dont have an eating disorder either!!!!
i hope i dont get a headache today otherwise i will still be cranky like i have the hole week because of pms lol well anyway g2g i dont wanna get in trouble again because of being on the internet to long and i should do something today instead of typing crap on da internet sinh- ur gay daina- ur cool and alaina- i will hopefully see u in about an hour im gunna walk over to ur house to see if u can hang or sumthin

k

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 14:41:56 GMT

put me in time out if u want but i never said i couldnt trust u did i?

my dads bday was ok cole keeps on vomiting and i volenteered to clean it up man i hope he will be okay garrett is just plain annoying as usual everyone knows that

i just want to no one more thing

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 04:12:55 GMT

why wont u call me anymore
u must have some time to talk to me during ur "busy" life and i can prove that because every time i call u, u arent busy

mistake:its really almost 11pm not wat the time says on the entries

hi again

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 04:02:41 GMT

life
wat first comes up wen we think of life
thats rite vinnie it aint easy NOW IM ACTING MOODY!!!!
happy! u proved rite this time
i am moody
u wanna no why im moody because i dont want people to do the wrong thing, im protective
u wanna no why im protective because i care I C.A.R.E.
i cared wen my mother cried after i was.....
i cared wen my own bf was kidnapped back in ny
i cared wen my brother got sick today and the worst part is we found out that coles heart is beating fast (abnormally)wen he went to the doctor
i cared wen tawny was.......so i did something about that too
do u see why im moody vinnie
and my "moodyness" has never and never will be used offensively thats only wen im REALLY REALLY MAD u just cant take it because u r too lazy to take it i no it may sound mean but its true and u no it dont u
i really am not trying to act mean and im sry if i am but im really not trying to
i would tell u this all face to face but im a little afraid of u
yes, im afraid of u y? beacause im afraid u will take it the wrong way and so i type it
u r truely rite about how life is not easy and im sry for everything but how u made me jealous and i dont want to talk about that because u didnt understand the first time i tried to talk about it with u
and all i wanna no is Do you still like me?
im tellin u rite now i still luv u and my worst fear rite now is not only bees and toasters (lol) but u saying u dont like me anymore because of my additude and im really and truely sry about that

hey people

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 20:14:52 GMT

eat hey

to vinnie

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 20:00:45 GMT

wat do u mean by wat
and dont be mad at me be mad at urself
this time i aint sayin sry
maybe u should call 4 ONCE!!!

anyone-how do u validate u email otherwise i cant post a comment
sinh is mean to me along with everyone else in da world
EVERYONE hates me in da world
but then again y would anyone care, rite vinnie because i no u dont care

i am cool i wish

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 16:01:28 GMT

how did vampirevinnie get on my "freinds of" list i never put him on my friends list i dont want him to be my friend or read my journal i dont no why i gave him my username o well again

DDDDDDDAAAAAAIIIIINNNNNNAAAAAAA is DA BOMB gjhgfjasgdzuyf sgdfuysgfgyusfuygchjgfuyg gdshfghsgd fgygdufr fiusdai ifdsau udsasgagh dfh hfsjg hfdsguiiu
the end

hilary duff is gay! sinh u r not alone!

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 15:49:14 GMT

anyone who agrees hillary duff is gay contact me on the comment thingy
she thinks she is all that
now people can be happy for sinh because he is not the only one who is gay
HURRAY FOR SINH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a friend of mine is the biggest fan of hillary duff sometimes i could just strangle her
dangit i have to go my stupid brothers are fighting bye

continued from so.............

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 15:34:22 GMT

daina is da bomb she told me dis website that you can dress up these people its fun u people who read this u should go to www.dollzmania.com
vinnie- i will wait for ur callz and if u dont then.....forget it just forget about me go out with those other girlsu talk about if u wont call me not calling me gives me a sign that u dont want me anymore
while i try to forget about vinnie
u no wat wats the point of tryin i luv him alot that to bad he dont luv me dat much o well he would at least he would be happy if he brakes up with me
anyway sinh is gay sinh is gay sinh is gay sinh is gay sinh is gay sinh is gay sinh is gay

thats it..........wat do i do now?jk

so

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 15:08:36 GMT

hows life 4 me why should i tell u hahaha
sinh-u r a fat cow dont talk to me anymore no jk not i will never feel sry 4 u cause u r mean to me i have tried to nice to u U WILL ALWAYS HAVE MAN BOOBS!
D

my moms asleep

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 15:02:51 GMT

so hows everyone doing dont tell me cause i dont care hahahahaha! well there is nothing else to talk about other than im grounded from the tv for a week because my dad thinks i lied again can he prove that no!anyway i have to be nice to him because its his birthday and i got him starwars movies not that anyone cares g2g bye

once agian im here

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 05:00:03 GMT

i dont fit in music is da bomb i hate it because its hard to fit in i cant even fit in with my bf i hope he dont read dis o well cant always win
the end
mistake:the last entrie was supposed to have jealous as my mood type not that other thing
the end again
P.S. sinh is gay diana is cool she is da bomb tawny is cool and da bomb too and 4 vinnie i dunno i dont wanna think about him at da moment ill wait wen he callz (hint hint)
sinh sucks but can SOMETIMES be cool not!!! im just messin with ya i only feel bad 4 u because u r fat ha ha ha ha LOSER!
hey vinnie u need to call me if u want a longer relationship i think its fading away i want a longer relationship
mistake:the updates date says june 20th its really a day behind im riting this on june 21st
vinnie call if u want to actually no me u dont no half da stuff about me and do ur parents hate me i think u do
the end AGAIN

not to cool rite now

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 04:05:42 GMT

he hates me! my bf hates me he has to im always waiting 4 him to call and he doesnt he makes me jealous and is talking about other girls and wen i say that to him he always says,"what am i not alowed to have friends that are girls"
but is that wat i said? NO!!!!! it isnt! i just get jealous thats all and a good way to settle that is to talk about it with ur bf at least thats wat oprah says lol! sometimes he just doesnt get it and i tell him that to and he starts to agree and says that hes stupid and stuff and he says that alot but thats sweet and all provin to they're girl that she is rite and hes wrong but he says it way to much and it starts to annoy me so i tell him to stop bragging but i dont think "bragging" is the word and i cant think of it anyway he is sweet and says all the right stuff but sometimes i think he could do a little more and while im typing this im feeling greedy for wanting more and im afraid that if i tell him that thats wat he will think so instead i type this hoping he reads it AND MAYBE THIS TIME HE WILL ACUALLY CALL ME AND TELL ME WAT HE THINKS!!! for now he will hear no more of me unless he calls himself

hi

Mon, 21 Jun 2004 13:22:08 GMT

I'm new here and i think life is boring and miserable i can never do any thing when my parents are always around and they can never trust me i can't even see my bf anymore because my parents don't think he is normal and is way too old for me he isn't too old for me he is only 2 years older and that really isn't much and whats worse is they think he is gay but then again he is going out with a girl and if he liked men then he wouldn't have asked me out in the first place i really miss him a lot
anyway i think I'm
-stupid
-lame
-retarded
-extremely jealous
-ugly
-mean
i take things way too seriously is what diana and sinh the cows says but o well i guess i will just have to deal with it